Human is condemned, nobody can save him. His inconsistency is rampant and his evil deeds and weaknesses always prevail. Human never admits defeat, though he faces life with uncertainty. He beholds on his wit and intelligence, he keeps on fighting although defeated. There is great indignation in human. I am anti human. And yet, I am a human.

Friday, October 25, 2013

Tomorrow

When things go wrong and problems come,
When days are long and sun is gone,
There is no song, but tears for some,
Pain goes along and hope is none.

Mind is clouded, sight is darken,
Soul is wicked, heart is broken,
Body bended-heavy laden!
Joy is melted, rain has fallen!

Good thing there is a tomorrow
That promises the end of sorrow.
Tomorrow is a day to go!
Forget it not! Hope will follow.

Never give up, look up above.
Never say no, just take it slow.
Nothing should stop, fly like a dove!
There is always a tomorrow.
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Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Walang Sining (2010)

walang sining sa pader...
ito'y tahimik lamang na saksi..
hindi gumagalaw, nagmamatyag lamang...
walang kumento,
walang pag husga...
nananatiling payapa at matatag.

walang sining sa pader...
walang pintura,
walang nakasabit na kwadro...
magaspang,
matigas,
hindi natitinag!

walang sining sa pader...
umiyak ka't tumawa;
ang pader ay walang pakialam!
ang pader ay pader!
pader...
maniwala ka!
walang sining ang pader!

Sweet Agony (2009)

Painful…but I pursue.
It’s like fire screeching into my bones,
Separating my soul from my body,
Forbidden, I know… but I swallowed.
It dries up my throat, numbing my body,
Slowly burning my lonely heart…
But bringing me a delightful spirit.
I longed for more! Chased the fire!
Painful and shameful but feels magnificent within.
It tastes wonderful…the pain, giving me life,
Chastising my soul…
Awaking my sleeping senses…
Arousing the valiant warrior from within.

I kept pounding…I leaked… I swallowed.
The pain keeps flowing in my veins!
It stops the beating of my weary heart,
But the sensation…
It brings my thoughts to heaven!
I can see angels dancing!
The sirens kissing my bosom!
Deities undressing me! Divine!
Nudity is not a shame but honor…
The screams are not of agony but enjoyment!
Aching but tender, bitter but sweet in every bite.
The blood that flows gives way to a new hope,
That heaven is not too far away at all,
It is in your warm embrace…

Forbidden Love (2009)

I was carried away by the gentle blows of the air from your lips.
Hypnotized by your enchanting whispers.
The power of your sweet temptation consumed me.
I tried to resist. I know I am strong! But I lost.
Before the sincere stare of your eyes, I’m a helpless weakling.
I am enslaved by love, a prisoner that follows nothing but the order of the heart.

I know it was wrong! I confess I am guilty.
But is it a sin to love and be loved?
Should I be crucified for my embezzlement because of passion?
Should you punish a loving heart that follows its longing?
To live is to love! To love is to live!
Without love, nobody is alive.

I was in wilderness, suddenly I am found!
Found in a valley of prohibited love!
Found by love but lost in the dessert of judgment!
My heart was judged by the blinded world!
World of careless criticisms and depth conventions!
Conventions of obsolete cultures, unable to move on!

I am evil, they say! The verdict was given without just trial!
I am heading to hell, they claim! But at least I had a taste of heaven!
Lucky we are, you say! But pity you, I say!
You never had a chance to taste the nectar of the gods!
You never experienced making butterflies fly like phoenix!
You never felt touching the fire and be frozen!

The delight brought by secret kisses.
The romance tickling the cold body longing for warmth!
The ecstatic feeling of reaching heavens in every touch!
And the pounding of every veins of a dead body
That comes to life in every intimate encounter!
Love is a paradise in a world full of thorns and bushes.

One Night Stand (2008)

A precious moment of happiness.
A short time for forbidden delight.
A fulfillment of warm fantasies and inhibited desires.
An execution of a secret longing for heaven on earth.

A memory worth a treasure, to be THROWN,
A remembrance of a valued opal, to be FORGOTTEN.
An IMPURE pearl but priceless for a bored heart.
A golden time of pleasure, but DISPOSABLE!

Oh Heart!

Forget the one night stand!
Make it part of the past,
Because if not,
It will dig a deep well of love.
If it is remembered,
It will bury a heart and mind.
If one keeps coming back,
It will imprison a soul.

And when a heart is barren there,
The only escape is death.

Insane (2008)

Yesterday I was alive.
Today I’m living.
Tomorrow I will die.

I am dead but I’m breathing.
Paralyzed but I’m moving.
I had wings, I walked.
I had feet , I flew.

Am I dead?
Dead is not living.
Alive is not dead

Why am I breathing?
I am dead.
Maybe I’m living!

I fly. I fall!
I fall. I fly!

Am i dead?
I’m alive!
I’m alive but I’m dead.

What must I do?
Aha! I know…
I will live a life of dead.

Hindi Kita Gusto (2006)

Nang ako'y magtapat, pag ibig sa iyo, 
Ang isinagot mo’y "hindi kita gusto!"
Pinabayaan kang mag-isip ng husto,
Ngunit tugon pa ri’y "Hindi kita gusto!" 

Minsa’y inabutan ng pulang rosas ko, 

Ngunit umirap ka’t "Hindi kita gusto!" 
Ipinadala ko’y singsing namang ginto, 
Ngunit ibinalik, "Hindi kita gusto!" 

Anu mang ialay, ibigay sa iyo, 

Ang tugon momg lagi’y "Hindi kita gusto!" 
Sa tuwituwinang lalapit sa iyo, 
Ang sinasabi mo’y "Hindi kita gusto!" 

Hanggang sa lubusang napagod ang puso, 

Manhid sa katagang "Hindi kita gusto!" 
Doon ko naisip na sa yo’y lumayo 
At sinabi ko ring "Hindi kita gusto!"