Tomorrow

When things go wrong and problems come,
When days are long and sun is gone,
There is no song, but tears for some,
Pain goes along and hope is none.

Mind is clouded, sight is darken,
Soul is wicked, heart is broken,
Body bended-heavy laden!
Joy is melted, rain has fallen!

Good thing there is a tomorrow
That promises the end of sorrow.
Tomorrow is a day to go!
Forget it not! Hope will follow.

Never give up, look up above.
Never say no, just take it slow.
Nothing should stop, fly like a dove!
There is always a tomorrow.

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Walang Sining (2010)

walang sining sa pader...
ito'y tahimik lamang na saksi..
hindi gumagalaw, nagmamatyag lamang...
walang kumento,
walang pag husga...
nananatiling payapa at matatag.

walang sining sa pader...
walang pintura,
walang nakasabit na kwadro...
magaspang,
matigas,
hindi natitinag!

walang sining sa pader...
umiyak ka't tumawa;
ang pader ay walang pakialam!
ang pader ay pader!
pader...
maniwala ka!
walang sining ang pader!

Sweet Agony (2009)

Painful…but I pursue.
It’s like fire screeching into my bones,
Separating my soul from my body,
Forbidden, I know… but I swallowed.
It dries up my throat, numbing my body,
Slowly burning my lonely heart…
But bringing me a delightful spirit.
I longed for more! Chased the fire!
Painful and shameful but feels magnificent within.
It tastes wonderful…the pain, giving me life,
Chastising my soul…
Awaking my sleeping senses…
Arousing the valiant warrior from within.

I kept pounding…I leaked… I swallowed.
The pain keeps flowing in my veins!
It stops the beating of my weary heart,
But the sensation…
It brings my thoughts to heaven!
I can see angels dancing!
The sirens kissing my bosom!
Deities undressing me! Divine!
Nudity is not a shame but honor…
The screams are not of agony but enjoyment!
Aching but tender, bitter but sweet in every bite.
The blood that flows gives way to a new hope,
That heaven is not too far away at all,
It is in your warm embrace…

Forbidden Love (2009)

I was carried away by the gentle blows of the air from your lips.
Hypnotized by your enchanting whispers.
The power of your sweet temptation consumed me.
I tried to resist. I know I am strong! But I lost.
Before the sincere stare of your eyes, I’m a helpless weakling.
I am enslaved by love, a prisoner that follows nothing but the order of the heart.

I know it was wrong! I confess I am guilty.
But is it a sin to love and be loved?
Should I be crucified for my embezzlement because of passion?
Should you punish a loving heart that follows its longing?
To live is to love! To love is to live!
Without love, nobody is alive.

I was in wilderness, suddenly I am found!
Found in a valley of prohibited love!
Found by love but lost in the dessert of judgment!
My heart was judged by the blinded world!
World of careless criticisms and depth conventions!
Conventions of obsolete cultures, unable to move on!

I am evil, they say! The verdict was given without just trial!
I am heading to hell, they claim! But at least I had a taste of heaven!
Lucky we are, you say! But pity you, I say!
You never had a chance to taste the nectar of the gods!
You never experienced making butterflies fly like phoenix!
You never felt touching the fire and be frozen!

The delight brought by secret kisses.
The romance tickling the cold body longing for warmth!
The ecstatic feeling of reaching heavens in every touch!
And the pounding of every veins of a dead body
That comes to life in every intimate encounter!
Love is a paradise in a world full of thorns and bushes.

One Night Stand (2008)

A precious moment of happiness.

A short time for forbidden delight.

A fulfillment of warm fantasies and inhibited desires.

An execution of a secret longing for heaven on earth.

A memory worth a treasure, to be THROWN,

A remembrance of a valued opal, to be FORGOTTEN.

An IMPURE pearl but priceless for a bored heart.

A golden time of pleasure, but DISPOSABLE!

Oh Heart!

Forget the one night stand!

Make it part of the past,

Because if not,

It will dig a deep well of love.

If it is remembered,

It will bury a heart and mind.

If one keeps coming back,

It will imprison a soul.

And when a heart is barren there,

The only escape is death.

Insane (2008)

Yesterday I was alive.
Today I’m living.
Tomorrow I will die.

I am dead but I’m breathing.
Paralyzed but I’m moving.
I had wings, I walked.
I had feet , I flew.

Am I dead?
Dead is not living.
Alive is not dead

Why am I breathing?
I am dead.
Maybe I’m living!

I fly. I fall!
I fall. I fly!

Am i dead?
I’m alive!
I’m alive but I’m dead.

What must I do?
Aha! I know…
I will live a life of dead.

Hindi Kita Gusto (2006)

Nang ako'y magtapat, pag ibig sa iyo, 
Ang isinagot mo’y "hindi kita gusto!"
Pinabayaan kang mag-isip ng husto,
Ngunit tugon pa ri’y "Hindi kita gusto!" 

Minsa’y inabutan ng pulang rosas ko, 
Ngunit umirap ka’t "Hindi kita gusto!" 
Ipinadala ko’y singsing namang ginto, 
Ngunit ibinalik, "Hindi kita gusto!" 

Anu mang ialay, ibigay sa iyo, 
Ang tugon momg lagi’y "Hindi kita gusto!" 
Sa tuwituwinang lalapit sa iyo, 
Ang sinasabi mo’y "Hindi kita gusto!" 

Hanggang sa lubusang napagod ang puso, 
Manhid sa katagang "Hindi kita gusto!" 
Doon ko naisip na sa yo’y lumayo 
At sinabi ko ring "Hindi kita gusto!" 

Beggar of Love (2008)

Indigence is within me.
Wealth surrounds you.
Give me alms!
Spare me a bit of the plenty in you.

Lying by your hands,
Are treasures beyond measure.
Allow me to grab just a bit,
The nectar of love, i want to leak.

When will you have mercy?
When will you reach out a hand?
When will you feel a conviction to share?
When will you hear my piercing cry?

I’m begging! Hear me!
Soften your heart and listen.
I shall never surrender.
I shall never stop shouting for mercy.

One day, I know…
A drop of love will fall for me;
A drop coming from your precious hand,
By then, the beggar will become a bourgeoisie,
And crack laughter of victory!

Defeated (2008)

Finish me! I beg.
The battle is over.
I surrender.
Take my life.
Shout your victory!

The wounds that you have incurred are unbearable.
The slash of your sword reaches my soul.
You are blowing punches of death to my spirit.
The whips of your brutal shied throws away my dignity.

Your strength doesn’t fit mine, it overflows.
My courage has been eaten by your valor.
The battle ground is you territory, I am an outsider.
My battle cry is sinking in the echo of your roaring might.

Don’t spare my life.
Let me die!
Behead me!
End my agony.
And then, I will thank you.

What Life Is (2008)

Life is a bunch of mysteries,
many questions are always left unasked,
those asked are always left unanswered…
many answers are always left unsaid..

Good things come but never stay,
in a sudden flee–they fade away!

Life is like a game,
go on and run a race for fame!
and then you have to welcome pain…

The Atheist (2008)

I am an innocent spirit before the great wisdom
I was taught…

That he watches over me,
he is good all the time,
there are miracles,
nothing is impossible with him,
I must believe and trust him,
he blesses the faithful,
he punishes the evil,
he won’t let me down,
he will save me.

I am a guilty spirit before the great wisdom
I have learned…

That I should guard myself against harm,
he can do nothing but inspire me,
there are no miracles,
nothing is impossible if I have the will,
I must open my eyes to reality,
Goodness rips off goodness,
Evil pays off consequences,
I should not be blinded by faith,
I am never saved.

There Will Be Blood (2008)

Tame the wild
Cut the claws.
Pluck out the tusks
Rub against to make them dull.
Transform the lion into a sheep, the hawk into a dove.
There will be blood.

Practice diplomacy
Be calm! Never argue!
Submit before the enemy
Lighten up and smile!
Stop the fight, abstain from war.
There will be blood.

Cry out laud before god and pray!
Believe and hold on to faith.
Nothing is impossible with the divine
His hands perform miracles.
Wishes of the faithful are granted.
There will be blood.

Where kindness prevails and love reigns
Where peace and unity reside
Where happiness and perfection arise
There will be blood.

COURAGE, COWARDICE, DEFIANCE (2008)

I shall strive to be.

If power will enslave me
I’d rather bow down.
If happiness will bring me mourning
I’d rather be lonely.
If wealth will cause me indigence
I’d rather be deprived.
If beauty will repulse me
I’d rather be ugly.
If fame will make me ashamed
I’d rather be unknown.
If knowledge will fool me
I’d rather be a moron.
If freedom will imprison me
I’d rather be caged.

I shall endeavor to be.

If all is at odd
I will even them.
If they stand against me
I will make them fall.
If I am killed
I will live again.
I will stand every time I fall.
I will crack laughter during agony.

I will win over defeat.
I will be at my best in the worst.
I shall enjoy heaven in chaos.
I shall see clearly in the midst of darkness.
I shall not surrender when captured.
I shall not believe the truth.