I was carried away by the gentle blows of the air from your lips.
Hypnotized by your enchanting whispers.
The power of your sweet temptation consumed me.
I tried to resist. I know I am strong! But I lost.
Before the sincere stare of your eyes, I’m a helpless weakling.
I am enslaved by love, a prisoner that follows nothing but the order of the heart.
I know it was wrong! I confess I am guilty.
But is it a sin to love and be loved?
Should I be crucified for my embezzlement because of passion?
Should you punish a loving heart that follows its longing?
To live is to love! To love is to live!
Without love, nobody is alive.
I was in wilderness, suddenly I am found!
Found in a valley of prohibited love!
Found by love but lost in the dessert of judgment!
My heart was judged by the blinded world!
World of careless criticisms and depth conventions!
Conventions of obsolete cultures, unable to move on!
I am evil, they say! The verdict was given without just trial!
I am heading to hell, they claim! But at least I had a taste of heaven!
Lucky we are, you say! But pity you, I say!
You never had a chance to taste the nectar of the gods!
You never experienced making butterflies fly like phoenix!
You never felt touching the fire and be frozen!
The delight brought by secret kisses.
The romance tickling the cold body longing for warmth!
The ecstatic feeling of reaching heavens in every touch!
And the pounding of every veins of a dead body
That comes to life in every intimate encounter!
Love is a paradise in a world full of thorns and bushes.
Human is condemned, nobody can save him. His inconsistency is rampant and his evil deeds and weaknesses always prevail. Human never admits defeat, though he faces life with uncertainty. He beholds on his wit and intelligence, he keeps on fighting although defeated. There is great indignation in human. I am anti human. And yet, I am a human.
Showing posts with label Reflections. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Reflections. Show all posts
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
One Night Stand (2008)
A precious moment of happiness.
A short time for forbidden delight.
A fulfillment of warm fantasies and inhibited desires.
An execution of a secret longing for heaven on earth.
A memory worth a treasure, to be THROWN,
A remembrance of a valued opal, to be FORGOTTEN.
An IMPURE pearl but priceless for a bored heart.
A golden time of pleasure, but DISPOSABLE!
Oh Heart!
Forget the one night stand!
Make it part of the past,
Because if not,
It will dig a deep well of love.
If it is remembered,
It will bury a heart and mind.
If one keeps coming back,
It will imprison a soul.
And when a heart is barren there,
The only escape is death.
Insane (2008)
Yesterday I was alive.
Today I’m living.
Tomorrow I will die.
I am dead but I’m breathing.
Paralyzed but I’m moving.
I had wings, I walked.
I had feet , I flew.
Am I dead?
Dead is not living.
Alive is not dead
Why am I breathing?
I am dead.
Maybe I’m living!
I fly. I fall!
I fall. I fly!
Am i dead?
I’m alive!
I’m alive but I’m dead.
What must I do?
Aha! I know…
I will live a life of dead.
Today I’m living.
Tomorrow I will die.
I am dead but I’m breathing.
Paralyzed but I’m moving.
I had wings, I walked.
I had feet , I flew.
Am I dead?
Dead is not living.
Alive is not dead
Why am I breathing?
I am dead.
Maybe I’m living!
I fly. I fall!
I fall. I fly!
Am i dead?
I’m alive!
I’m alive but I’m dead.
What must I do?
Aha! I know…
I will live a life of dead.
Labels:
Confusion,
Life,
Philosophy,
Reflections,
Sentiments
Hindi Kita Gusto (2006)
Nang ako'y magtapat, pag ibig sa iyo,
Ang isinagot mo’y "hindi kita gusto!"
Pinabayaan kang mag-isip ng husto,
Ngunit tugon pa ri’y "Hindi kita gusto!"
Minsa’y inabutan ng pulang rosas ko,
Ngunit umirap ka’t "Hindi kita gusto!"
Ipinadala ko’y singsing namang ginto,
Ngunit ibinalik, "Hindi kita gusto!"
Anu mang ialay, ibigay sa iyo,
Ang tugon momg lagi’y "Hindi kita gusto!"
Sa tuwituwinang lalapit sa iyo,
Ang sinasabi mo’y "Hindi kita gusto!"
Hanggang sa lubusang napagod ang puso,
Manhid sa katagang "Hindi kita gusto!"
Doon ko naisip na sa yo’y lumayo
At sinabi ko ring "Hindi kita gusto!"
Ang isinagot mo’y "hindi kita gusto!"
Pinabayaan kang mag-isip ng husto,
Ngunit tugon pa ri’y "Hindi kita gusto!"
Minsa’y inabutan ng pulang rosas ko,
Ngunit umirap ka’t "Hindi kita gusto!"
Ipinadala ko’y singsing namang ginto,
Ngunit ibinalik, "Hindi kita gusto!"
Anu mang ialay, ibigay sa iyo,
Ang tugon momg lagi’y "Hindi kita gusto!"
Sa tuwituwinang lalapit sa iyo,
Ang sinasabi mo’y "Hindi kita gusto!"
Hanggang sa lubusang napagod ang puso,
Manhid sa katagang "Hindi kita gusto!"
Doon ko naisip na sa yo’y lumayo
At sinabi ko ring "Hindi kita gusto!"
What Life Is (2008)
Life is a bunch of mysteries,
many questions are always left unasked,
those asked are always left unanswered…
many answers are always left unsaid..
Good things come but never stay,
in a sudden flee–they fade away!
Life is like a game,
go on and run a race for fame!
and then you have to welcome pain…
many questions are always left unasked,
those asked are always left unanswered…
many answers are always left unsaid..
Good things come but never stay,
in a sudden flee–they fade away!
Life is like a game,
go on and run a race for fame!
and then you have to welcome pain…
The Atheist (2008)
I am an innocent spirit before the great wisdom
I was taught…
That he watches over me,
he is good all the time,
there are miracles,
nothing is impossible with him,
I must believe and trust him,
he blesses the faithful,
he punishes the evil,
he won’t let me down,
he will save me.
I am a guilty spirit before the great wisdom
I have learned…
That I should guard myself against harm,
he can do nothing but inspire me,
there are no miracles,
nothing is impossible if I have the will,
I must open my eyes to reality,
Goodness rips off goodness,
Evil pays off consequences,
I should not be blinded by faith,
I am never saved.
I was taught…
That he watches over me,
he is good all the time,
there are miracles,
nothing is impossible with him,
I must believe and trust him,
he blesses the faithful,
he punishes the evil,
he won’t let me down,
he will save me.
I am a guilty spirit before the great wisdom
I have learned…
That I should guard myself against harm,
he can do nothing but inspire me,
there are no miracles,
nothing is impossible if I have the will,
I must open my eyes to reality,
Goodness rips off goodness,
Evil pays off consequences,
I should not be blinded by faith,
I am never saved.
COURAGE, COWARDICE, DEFIANCE (2008)
I shall strive to be.
If power will enslave me
I’d rather bow down.
If happiness will bring me mourning
I’d rather be lonely.
If wealth will cause me indigence
I’d rather be deprived.
If beauty will repulse me
I’d rather be ugly.
If fame will make me ashamed
I’d rather be unknown.
If knowledge will fool me
I’d rather be a moron.
If freedom will imprison me
I’d rather be caged.
I shall endeavor to be.
If all is at odd
I will even them.
If they stand against me
I will make them fall.
If I am killed
I will live again.
I will stand every time I fall.
I will crack laughter during agony.
I will win over defeat.
I will be at my best in the worst.
I shall enjoy heaven in chaos.
I shall see clearly in the midst of darkness.
I shall not surrender when captured.
I shall not believe the truth.
If power will enslave me
I’d rather bow down.
If happiness will bring me mourning
I’d rather be lonely.
If wealth will cause me indigence
I’d rather be deprived.
If beauty will repulse me
I’d rather be ugly.
If fame will make me ashamed
I’d rather be unknown.
If knowledge will fool me
I’d rather be a moron.
If freedom will imprison me
I’d rather be caged.
I shall endeavor to be.
If all is at odd
I will even them.
If they stand against me
I will make them fall.
If I am killed
I will live again.
I will stand every time I fall.
I will crack laughter during agony.
I will win over defeat.
I will be at my best in the worst.
I shall enjoy heaven in chaos.
I shall see clearly in the midst of darkness.
I shall not surrender when captured.
I shall not believe the truth.
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